Wednesday, 25 July 2018

आस का काजल सजाया
याद का गहना चढ़ाया
आरज़ू का लिबास पिरोया
साहिल ए समंदर पर
हिज्र का तुम्हारे
मौसम मनाया ..
पाओं चूमती रही लहरें
किसी के लम्स का एहसास हो जैसे
चाँद भी यूँ ठुमक रहा था
कोई वादा उसके भी पास हो जैसे
गहरे पानी की गुज़ारिश थी
कुछ उसकी भी ख्वाइश थी
किनारे की आज़माइश थी
थम जाए
ठहर जाए
रुक जाये
या
बह जाए !
آس  کا  کاجل  سجایا 
یاد کا  گہنا  چڑھایا 
آرزو کا  لباس  پرویا 
ساحلے  سمندر  پر 
ہجر  کا  تمہارے  
موسم  منایا 
پاؤں  چومتی  رہی  لہریں 
کسی کے  لمس  کا  احساس  ہو  جیسے 
چاند  بھی  یوں  ٹھمک  رہا  تھا  
کوئی  وعدہ  اسکے بھی  پاس  ہو  جیسے 
گہرے  پانی  کی  گزارش  تھی 
کچھ  اسکی  بھی  خوائش تھی 
کنارے  کی  آزمایش  تھی 
تھم جائے 
ٹھہر  جائے 
رک  جائے 
یا  
بہہ   جائے 


Aas ka kajal sajaya
Yaad ka Gehna chadhaya
Arzooo ka libaas piroya
Sahil e samandar par
Hijr ka tumhare
Mausam manaya
Paon Choomti rahi lehren
Kisike Lams ka ehsaas ho jaise
Chand bhi yun thumak raha tha
Koi vaada uske bhi paas ho jaise
Gehre paani ki guzarish thi
Kuch uski bhi khwaish thi
Kinare ki azmaayish thi
Tham jaaye
Thehar jaaye
Ruk Jaye
Ya
Beh jaaye!

Chopta- Tunganath Road Trip

When temperature touched 45+ degrees and above in Delhi and that little voice in my head told me, 'Hills are Calling', I believed it. 
Me and a friend decided to travel to the hills for a weekend in June, post-Eid. My student had suggested Chopta/Tungnath trek long back, so we called him for directions and started our travel at 3am on  a Friday!
From Greater Noida we took a taxi to Kashmere Gate, ISBT, and from there we took a state bus for Haridwar which dropped us after 5 hours and then we shared a taxi to Rudraprayag, again a five hour journey but more picturesque. There was a jam on the usual route so the driver took us from alternate Rajaji Park/Chilla dam route and we were left wondering, if the road had potholes or potholes were lucky enough to have semblance-of-something-like-a-road!!

Also, we were sharing our ride with a family. Kids/ women and even their Farishtas puked on the way up to the hills. It was 5pm by the time we reached Rudraprayag. We had tea and chatted with a few taxi walas and hired a direct cab for Chopta. One taxi driver even asked, "Jungle me kya dekhna hai" but with the setting sun, rising altitude and chill in the air, Mandakini and Alaknanda rivers flowing on the side of the road, we felt visiting Chopta was a brilliant idea. The temperature dropped, air became cold as we kept going up. We had to take out our shawls/ jackets when we came out of the car.

We reached Chopta at 8.30pm, and hotels in the main market were all booked. As we heard it was the 'yatra season'. We took our taxi a bit further and there was a man who waved at us and took us to his home-stay. He was a retired Army soldier and his daughter lived in Noida and soon we were 'like' his daughters (except for the money part!). They offered us fresh food (dal,roti, sabzi of beans and local bhindi) right out of choolha.
For hot water they charged us Rs.40/- per bucket and asked us to be careful with lights, etc. (electricity scarcity).
The room was new, clean and extremely basic. Thankfully, bathroom was quite big. Mornings are  beautiful in the hills and it became cloudy soon. We had hot aloo-parathas and chai for breakfast and got ready to leave for Tungnath.
We heard stories from 'Uncle' (owner!) how the trek is tough and long and 4kms feels like 10+ kms. At the main market, a boy offered us mules and we took the offer for going up. We chatted with the animals and their caretaker as we admired the beautiful scenery around us.  
And it was a wise decision to take the animals for going up, in hindsight since we had a long journey ahead of us. 
We made casual conversations with people on the way as we walked down on foot and assuring people totally out of breath, "abhi to bohot ooopar jana hai, keep walking".  
Tunganath (highest of five Kedar temples at 12000+ft) was so high that anyone could just literally have a direct conversation with God (conditional if God lived in the sky above!) there was just no need/takalluf/taamjhaam for bells, etc. at the temple. 
There was a long queue of pilgrims as 'Char- dhaam Yatra' season had started. 







We were actually walking in the clouds. The meadows and the majestic view of the hills was worth the hard work of going up and down the trek.
We had mandatory Hill Maggi at one of the dhabas while coming down and found a bus going to Ukhimath. We boarded from Chopta and then got down a little further from where we were told we would get a 'shared cab' for Rudraprayag. There was a windstorm and we kept waiting for sometime till a Chevrolet car stopped and offered us a 'paid' ride. Driver's wife and daughter were sitting in the front seat, we took the offer and  in dusty/windy, construction related jams, listening to Pahadi songs reached Rudraprayag after two hours. 
 

At Rudraprayag we had tea and went up and down exploring the main road looking for taxis. 
At one sabzi shop, we spotted 'most respectfully displayed Bhindis-ever' and I asked how long it takes them to put each one like that, to which the puzzled boy replied 30-45 minutes each morning!

At the main market Parking we coaxed drivers and haggled till we found a taxi to Shrinagar. 
Driver agreed on condition that he would take other passengers and we had to agree to his terms. Another two hour ride and by 7pm we reached Shrinagar town. Rishikesh was still 5 hour plus drive and all the local drivers had already gone in slumber mode so we had to wait for more than an hour till we found a cab going to Rishikesh. On the way we stopped at a dhaba for dinner, our last hilly
Dal fry, dahi-roti before we reached the plains. 
By the time we reached Rishikesh at 11 pm, we were too tired and thought of checking in at a hotel for the night. With leg cramps, back hurting it was difficult to even walk. We tried taxi options for Delhi, few promised we were even ready to pay extra but they backed out.
We sat confused in front of the Bus Terminal and asked about bus options and available taxis, as we gulped more cups of tea and cold drinks. 
There were women travelers around and we did not feel unsafe at all while sitting on a city road at midnight.   
We saw a bus conductor shouting at 2am, it was a bus due for Delhi and we took it. As I cracked a few 'leftover' jokes from the trip to my shocked and tired friend before we both dozed off on the state transport bus. Only to wake up in the morning with crowds, hot weather and people and children shouting at the top of their voices. Bus stopped at a Dhaba for breakfast, we had tea and reached Delhi by 8am. We booked a taxi for Greater Noida, reached home extremely exhausted with memories of good weather hills and walk in the clouds.  

    

Tuesday, 3 July 2018

Alaao

एक  सितारा  तुम्हारा
एक  तारा  हमारा
चलो ये आसमान सब बाँट लें
चाँद के  चिराग़  को  बुझाएं
रात  की  चादर  ओढ़ें
अँधेरे  का
कोई अधजला लम्हा लें
 फूंकों  से
 याद  सुलगाएं
और
अलाओ की  गर्मी से
साँस  ताँपे!
Ek sitara tumhara
Ek taara hamara
Chalo ye aasman sab baant len
Chand ke chiragh ko bujhayen
Raat ki chadar odhen
Andhere ka
Koi adhjala lamha len
Phoonkon se 
 sulgayen  
Aur 
Alaao ki garmi se
Saans taapen!

ایک  ستا رہ  تمہارا 
ایک  تارا  ہمارا 
چلو  یہ  آسمان  سب  بانٹ  لیں 
چا ند  کے  چراغ  کو  بجھا ین   
رات  کی  چادر  اوڑھیں   
اندھیرے  کا 
کوئی ادھجلا    لمحہ  لیں 
پھونکوں  سے  
  سلگآ یں yaad    
اور  
علاو   کی  گرمی  سے 
 سانس  تاپین  ..



Thursday, 21 June 2018

Raat

टूटा हुआ सा कुछ है  
उलझा हुआ सा कुछ  
लम्हों के रेशम सा  
बिखरा हुआ सा कुछ 
सदा दे रहे थे 
लफ़्ज़ों में किर्चियाँ थीं कुछ  
टुकड़े पड़े थे चाँद के  
चुभ गया था कुछ 
आँखों से कल शब्  
रिस्ता रहा बोहोत कुछ  
स्याह अँधेरे में रात भर 
ढूँढ़ते रहे जुगनू , सितारे कुछ  ….

ٹوٹا  ہوا  سا  کچھ  ہے  
الجھا  ہوا  سا  کچھ  
لمحوں  کے  ریشم  سا  
بکھرا  ہوا  سا  کچھ 
صدا دے  رہے  تھے 
لفظوں ’ مے  کرچیاں  تھی  کچھ  
ٹکڑے  پڑے  تھے چاند  کے  
چبھ  گیا  تھا  کچھ 
آنکھوں  سے  کل  شب  
  رستہ  رہا  بھت کچھ  
سیاہ  اندھیرے  مے  رات  بھر 
....ڈھونڈتے  رہے  جگنو , ستارے  کچھ 




Toota hua sa kuch hai 
Uljha hua sa kuch 
Lamhon ke resham sa 
Bikhra hua sa kuch
Sada’a de rahe the
Lafzon’ me kirchiyan thi kuch 
Tukde pade the Chand ke 
Chubh gaya tha kuch
Ankhon se kal shab 
Rista raha bohot kuch 
Syaah andhere me raat bhar
Dhoondte rahe jugnu, sitaare kuch ….

Friday, 25 May 2018

घडी  की  सुइयों  में  उलझे  हैं  सब शिकवे  सारी शिकायतें
लम्हो  में  खो  गयी  कहीं  मेहरबानियां  करम  सारी  रवायतें

पहरों की  धूप  में सायों को बलिश्तों से है नापा
वक़्त  की  उम्र  के  बराबर  निकली सारी  चाहतें

थाम लें  खुद  को  जो  कभी  फुर्सत  मिले  तुमसे
सुनी  अनसुनी  की  नासेह  की  सारी  हिकायतें

देर  देहेर  के  अफ़साने  सुने  उस  पर दिल की गवाही  भी
लगाने  हिसाब फ़रिश्ते  बैठे हमारी सारी  इबादतें

आँखों के जल थल भरे थे दिल का सूनापन था क़ायम
सुना था आवारगी में हैं रखी उसने सारी  राहतें


 گھہڑ ی کی سویوں میں  الجھے  ہیں  سب  شکوے  ساری  شکایتیں 
لمحوں  میں  کھو  گی  کہیں  مہربانیاں  کرم ساری  روایتیں 

       پھروں  کی  دھوپ  میں  سایوں  کو  بلیشتوں  سےهی ناپا  
 وقت  کی  عمر  کے  برابر  نکلی ساری  چاھتیں  

تھام  لیں  خود  کو  جو  کبھی  فرصت  ملے  تمسے 
سنی  انسنی  کی  ناصح  کی ساری  حکایتیں 

دیر  دہر  کے  افسانے  سنے  اس  پر  دل  کی  گواہی  بھی  
لگانے  حساب  فرشتے  بیٹھے  ہماری  ساری عبادتیں  

آنکھوں  کے  جل  تھل  بھرے  تھے  دل  کا  سوناپن  تھا  قایم 
سنا  تھا  آوارگی   میں   ہیں رکھی   اسنے  ساری  راحتیں  


Ghadi ki suiyon me uljhe hain sab shikwe saari  shikayatein
Lamho me kho gayi kahin meherbaniyan karam saari ravayatein

Pehro ki dhoop me saayo ko balishton se hai naapa
Waqt ki umar ke barabar nikli saari chahatein

Thaam len khud ko jo kabhi fursat mile tumse
Suni ansuni ki naseh ki saari hikayatein

Der deher ke afsaane sune us par dil ki gavahi bhi
Lagane hisab farishte baithe hamari saari  ibaadatein

Ankhon ke jal thal bhare the dil ka soonapan tha qayam
Suna tha awaargi me hain rakhi Usne saari raahatein

Saturday, 12 May 2018

Be-Chaand Raaton Me

बे चाँद रातों में
याद की पुरवाइयाँ
 जो चलती हैं
ज़हन में
कोई गुमान सा
गुज़रता है
अक्स परछाइयों का
पानी में उभरता है 
कोई साया सा सेहम कर
निकलता है
एक गली के कोने में
जैसे
कोई बच्चा अपनी छोटी सी मुट्ठी में कुछ छुपाये   
हम ख्याल की ऊँगली थाम लेते हैं !

بے  چاند راتوں میں 
یاد  کی پروایاں  
جو  چلتی  ہیں 
ذہین میں 
کوئی  گمان  سا 
گزرتا  ہے 
عکس  پرچھہیوں  کا 
پانی  میں   ابھرتا  ہے   
کوئی  سایا  سا  سہم  کر 
نکلتا  ہے 
ایک  گلی  کے  کونے  میں          
جیسے 
کوئ یبچا   اپنی  چھوٹی  سی  مٹھی  میں  کچھ  چھپا یے 
ہم  خیال  کی  انگلی  تھام  لیتے  ہیں 
Be-chaand raaton me
Yaad ki purvaaiyan
Jo chalti hain
Zehen me
Koi guman sa
Guzarta hai
Aks parchhaiyon ka
Paani me ubharta hai
Koi saaya sa sehem kar
Nikalta hai
Ek gali ke kone me
Jaise
Koi bachcha apni chhoti si mutthi me kuch chhupaye
Hum khayal ki ungli thaam lete hain!

Tuesday, 8 May 2018

ज़ात के सेहरा पर एक ख्याल की हुक्मरानी है 
कभी मुंसिफ कभी बेबस दिल की हमसे बड़ी बेईमानी है 
हालात ए हाज़िरा पर भी कई तबसिरे नज़र हुए 
और जो बात कहनी थी उनसे वो अब तक न हमने मानी है 
मौसमों के बदलते रंग लहजे में जब भी उतरे हैं 
क़यास ही लगाए असली वजह हमने भी कब जानी है 
वो आखरी निगाह  थी या लम्हे का एतराफ़ 
नज़र बचा कर सबसे कोई बात तो हमने बनानी है 
क़तरा क़तरा मोती बनकर ज़हन में सारे ग़म रहे 
और अब के तेरे दर पर ये सब सौग़ात चढ़ानी है
    ذات  کے  صحرا  پر  ایک  خیال  کی  حکمرانی  ہے 
کبھی  منصف  کبھی  بےبس  دل  کی  ہمسے  بڑی بے امانی  ہے 
حالات  حاضرہ  پر  بھی  کیی   تبصرے  نظر    ہوئے 
اور  جو  بات  کہنی  تھی  انسے   وہ  اب  تک  نہ  ہمنے  مانی   ہے 
موسمو  کے  بدلتے  رنگ  لہجے  مے  جب  بھی  اترے   ہیں  
قیاس  ہی  لگاہے  اصلی  وجہ  ہمنے بھی کب  جانی   ہے 
وہ   آخری   نگاه  تھی  یا  لمحے  کا   اعتراف 
نظر  بچا  کر  سبسے  کوئی  بات  تو  ہمنے بنانی  ہے 
قطرہ  قطرہ   موتی  بنکر  ذہین  مے   سارے  غم  رہے 
اور  اب  کے  تیرے  در  پر  یہ  سب  سوغات چڈھانی   ہے  

Zaat ke sehra par ek khayal ki hukmarani hai
Kabhi Munsif kabhi Bebas dil ki humse badi beimaani hai
Haalaat e hazira par bhi kayi tabsire nazar hue
Aur jo baat kehni thi unse wo ab tak na humne maani hai
Mausamo ke badalte rang lahje me jab bhi utare hain 
Qayas hi lagaaye asli wajah humne bhi kab jaani hai
Vo akhri nigah thi ya lamhe ka aetraaf
Nazar bacha kar sabse koi baat to humne banani hai
Qatra qatra  moti bankar zehen me saare gham rahe
Aur ab ke tere dar par ye sab saughat chadhaani hai

Yuchi chalte chalte

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